Cade...

...has a concussion! BOYS... what do ya do with 'em?

*He was climbing trying to get to his candy that daddy had put at the top of the stove and we hear a huge BANG followed by some little boy crying. Cory even heard it in the shower with the fan going. He was super lethargic and his eyes were dilated so off to the doctor... again... sure enough, a concussion. He walked in the door after going to the doctor with daddy and lay down by my feet and fell asleep on my foot, poor little boys I have!!

Frustration

*Disclaimer... this is a bit of a rant from a sleep deprived, hormonal, pregnant woman...;)

AHHHHHH!!! So frustrating! I got a phonecall this morning from the womens clinic (which I usually love getting mind you), to schedule my c-section. Perfect! Exciting! All these lovely thoughts running through my mind. Then she proceeds to tell me that I can not have the date as scheduled. Not available! Not possible! Not doable! What the heck?? Just a week ago my Dr was so perfectly happy to do so but apparently this is not his doing and something that is scheduled by the hospital and the clinic together or something like that. AAHHHHH!!! So frustrating!

Don't get me wrong, I in NO WAY wish my pregnancies away, I truly love being pregnant and savor what I can from them as I know there will only be very few times I can experience this and I always want it to be special, so that is not my issue, that I want this baby out sooner rather than later. It is just the hanging feeling, like you have planned it and then it is snatched from you. I would rather not have know, have scheduled anything and just have gone naturally if I knew but that is a danger I am not willing to take if at all possible. I really didn't think they would want to leave me that pregnant to be honest. They want to push back the c-section to the Wednesday, the 25th which means by the Dr's dates I will be 3 days from due date and by my dates 6 days from due date.

But here is the kicker... Cory has a major presentation on the 25th, worth half his grade so now we are having to try and once again reschedule school and work. I know this is not their problem but that is what makes it annoying, granted, if I were to be like every other person and just be playing the waiting game we would be in the same boat if we went naturally on that day but to have the luxury of knowing was kinda a nice luxury prior to the chopping and changing that is! Plus I figure if I have to have a c-section surely I can have the perk of scheduling on my side...right?!

AHHHHH!! Frustrating!

Just waiting on a reply from Cory's teacher pretty much so we can get back to the clinic and give them a nod or reschedule again.